His Tenderhearted Attentiveness

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Our Srila Gurudeva is redeemer of the fallen, the personal associate of the combined form of Sri Sri Radha Krishna—Sri Gauranga Mahaprabhu, a devotee in the mood of topmost sweet mellows. In the external view, he is also in a very high position. Inspite of being such a great personality, he has conferred his supreme compassion on this ordinary soul who is proud and a seeker of prestige.  

He speaks with a smiling face. He inspires and encourages me by engaging me in small services. Seeing my physical and mental condition, he gives his suggestions and teachings in a very natural and loving way so that I progress spiritually.  He does not see any faults in me.  Keeping a faultless vision always, overlooking my thousands of offences, he always guides me.  

 Once during a festival in Janakpuri (New Delhi), I could not go for 3-4 days for some reason. 

 Srila Guru Maharaj asked his sevak Sripad Achintya Govinda Prabhu (Anu Prabhu), “What is the matter? Why has Satish not come for so many days? Are there any family related problems?”  

 When I came to know this, my heart melted. Such a pure devotee of the Lord is thinking of a fallen soul like me, who does not even think of him a bit.  What else can it be other than his compassion trying to put me on the path of eternal welfare?

 —Sri Swarup Damodar Dasadhikari (Satish Agrawal, New Delhi) 

 (Translated from Sri Krishna Chaitanya Sandesh July-Oct, 1997, Year 17, Issue No.4, Page 42-46) 
Srila Gurudeva with Swarup Damodar prabhu at his left side, (and Sri Tridandi Maharaj at  Gurudeva's right)

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