I had some health issues recently. When I came out of the emergency room, suddenly I became very, very alert.
I answered the emergency doctors and said "I will come to have a checkup tomorrow." As soon as I came out, I remembered Gurudev. I had a japa-mālā in my bag, and I took it out and began chanting. Though that was an emergency, I did not feel any fear.
Gurudev has said, without Vaiṣṇavas' mercy, their remembrance cannot come. So when Gurudeva's remembrance came, I felt that mercy was coming to me.
I was able to sleep, I was not feeling any fear or anything. When I woke up, I immediately started chanting. Gurudev was making me feel that he was with me at all times.
- Vishakha Dasi, Bangalore