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Perfectly Established in Real Humility

Guru Maharaj always said, "You are acting as a Guru because you are sitting in front of me, and that is forcing me to think about Mahaprabhu and speak. That is what my Guru Maharaj ordered, and you are facilitating that – this is Guru Karya. Guru Karya means the work of Guru which you are doing.” 

I also heard Guru Maharaj say on Ramnavami day that His Guru Maharaj said, "Shishyas also act as Guru, because they always observing the activities of their Guru, and sometimes their Guru may forget Anhik, so the shishya will tell Gurudev, It's Anhik time."

This was the first time I heard this kind of statement from someone on such a level. Basically for Gurudeva, humanity is not something that was purified, it was as natural as ego.  He was perfectly established, and he never feels himself as Gurudev. He always thinks of himself as a disciple of his Gurudeva. He has a lot of love towards his Gurudeva due to which he was performing all these lilas. 

—Rasabihari Das, Jammu


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