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Worshipable Forbearance


After the disappearance of Most Revered Bhakti Dayita Madhav Goswami Maharaj, Tirtha Maharaj had tolerated immense sufferings. Ignoring so many favorable and unfavorable circumstances, he kept on serving his Gurudeva. He is one of the bright stars of Sree Chaitanya Gaudiya Math. 







Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Goswami Maharaj is a shining example of how one should serve guru, how one should dedicate oneself in the services of math, and how one should serve Guru, Vaishnava, and Bhagavan amidst all difficulties, adversities, reproaches, and insults of the world. 
The tolerance he has exhibited is extremely rare 
to be seen in human beings. 

After disappearance of my Gurudev, I often would go to the math of my sannyas guru Nityalila pravistha Om Vishnupad Sri Srimad Bhakti Kumud Sant Goswsami Maharaj. I have seen many times the way in which he offers his obeisances to Srila Santa Goswami Maharaj. He would sit on the floor in front of him and never on an elevated seat. We still haven’t learnt those high standards of his giving respect to the senior devotees.

I would like to pray at his lotus feet that may he bless us with his uncommon qualities like extreme tolerance, exclusion one-pointed dedication to serve Gurudev, and devotional tactfulness to preserve the mission.

Bhakti Vaibhav Sagar Maharaj (2012)


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